I'm just me. Not too ordinary, not too special either. I'm just a woman who loves the colour orange a lot. I'm weird sometimes, but everyone is once in awhile right.

* A life with no worries * My own ride * A PhD in Child clinical psychology * Travel around the world (for real!) * You, the boy with the sweetest smile, yes you

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I made a promise, that after the 100th post of this blog, I'll move.

It pains me to leave this place.
A place of many heartfelt words.
A place of memories.
A place of emotions.
A place of truth.
A place of lies.
A place of imaginations.
A place of innovations.
A place of fantasies.
A place where I defined "ME".
A place where I found myself.
A place where I can escape.
A place where I recover.
A place where I rant.

As reluctant as I am to leave, a promise is, a promise.
I never thought that I'd be attached to something in the virtual world, but I did.
People say change is always good. But really, is it ALWAYS good?
People need consistencies in life. So, why would some desire change so badly?

In life, you met many people. Some goes on to become your acquaintances. Some goes on to become your friends. And some goes beyond that. Have you ever thought, a random stranger you met in the most unlikely place of all, will give you the best lesson in life you've ever learnt? Have you ever thought, a stranger you met, will give you the best advice that anyone else can never give? It happened to me today... Thank you is all I can say.

I have been reluctant to write this last post, and now I'm reluctant to end it. My head is so jumbled up. My feelings are so mixed up. I don't know how to express myself today. There are so many things I want to say, but words can never measure up. What I'm going to say next may not make sense to anyone else but me.

I don't like the fact that I'm not in control.
I don't like the fact that everything you do/say affect me in ways I have never imagined.
I don't like knowing that you have such an impact in my life.
I don't like how you changed the way I act.
I don't like the person I'm turning into because of you.
But whatever it is, thank you for entering my life.


xoxo,
MeR

~Above all things, I believe in love~

Today, I was at borders and was just flipping through books that looked interesting. And then I came across this:

Believe in the power of love; that you too can transform reality. You are not your past - you are your future. Know that, and you will create something extraordinary.

It's funny how dreams can affect you the next morning, whether you remember it, or you don't.
Whatever dreams you had, be it good or bad, will determine your mood for the next day. Well, that is if you have a dream.
And in a way, the dreams you had will affect the way you feel for the person you dreamt of. You may feel angry towards that person, happy, or you'll start to like that person, be it in a romantic way or just plain platonic.
The scary thing is we just can't control what we are going to dream of.




That dream of you left me disoriented.

Stop the complaining.
Stop the whining.

Be thankful that you are living a life.

I breathed in a familiar smell.

All the memories just come rushing.

Damn, that smell!

Like the wave, you swept away everything I've carved on the sand.

But then again, nothing lasts forever right?

Believe it or not, I'm obsessed with finding you, Mr Stranger. Freaky huh?