I'm just me. Not too ordinary, not too special either. I'm just a woman who loves the colour orange a lot. I'm weird sometimes, but everyone is once in awhile right.

* A life with no worries * My own ride * A PhD in Child clinical psychology * Travel around the world (for real!) * You, the boy with the sweetest smile, yes you

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I made a promise, that after the 100th post of this blog, I'll move.

It pains me to leave this place.
A place of many heartfelt words.
A place of memories.
A place of emotions.
A place of truth.
A place of lies.
A place of imaginations.
A place of innovations.
A place of fantasies.
A place where I defined "ME".
A place where I found myself.
A place where I can escape.
A place where I recover.
A place where I rant.

As reluctant as I am to leave, a promise is, a promise.
I never thought that I'd be attached to something in the virtual world, but I did.
People say change is always good. But really, is it ALWAYS good?
People need consistencies in life. So, why would some desire change so badly?

In life, you met many people. Some goes on to become your acquaintances. Some goes on to become your friends. And some goes beyond that. Have you ever thought, a random stranger you met in the most unlikely place of all, will give you the best lesson in life you've ever learnt? Have you ever thought, a stranger you met, will give you the best advice that anyone else can never give? It happened to me today... Thank you is all I can say.

I have been reluctant to write this last post, and now I'm reluctant to end it. My head is so jumbled up. My feelings are so mixed up. I don't know how to express myself today. There are so many things I want to say, but words can never measure up. What I'm going to say next may not make sense to anyone else but me.

I don't like the fact that I'm not in control.
I don't like the fact that everything you do/say affect me in ways I have never imagined.
I don't like knowing that you have such an impact in my life.
I don't like how you changed the way I act.
I don't like the person I'm turning into because of you.
But whatever it is, thank you for entering my life.


xoxo,
MeR

~Above all things, I believe in love~